Every time I see this dress, sad shivers go through my body.
It is sad than an object can cause such strong feelings.
Is sad that even exactly 10 years later I still remember this dress.
It was my 18th birthday. I though that buying myself a nice dress would make my day a little happier, a little better.
The dress did not do its job right. I wasn't feeling better at all.
It was like the whole world was against me and I was left alone on the other side, the dark side.
It is weird how you were brought to this world, to become black and white. There is a pattern that is laid out to you since the day you were born and you can only follow that pattern, to be sure you are on the right track and you will become who you are "supposed" to be.
But how do you know who I am and what I will become?!
In these world full of black and whites I felt like a rainbow.
How dare you take the colors away from me, just because colors don't fit the pattern.
It is sad that just because I loved colors you decided to love me less.
It is sad that just because I was different you decided to lock me inside myself.
It is sad that just because I picked me, you decided Me it wasn't good enough for you.
